I Saw God Today

Due to some unfortunate incidents, I was without my phone today. I am usually a technology dependent person, and haven't dealt without it for years now, so when that changed I had no idea what to do. At first I was angry, and then I decided music would calm me down. So I put on my music, layed down and just closed my eyes and began to think. Not just thinking about random things, but I really felt myself melt into my subconcious and thought about things that I usually try to ignore or cover up. Thinking about my past, and my future, I really awakened myself. I'm tired of being somebody I hate. The only place I can really share the person who has been locked away inside is right here. Thinking about everything, I've decided what I have to do, and I decided what I want. And I will do anything to get it.

He Calls Her Love

He calls her love, and he tells her pretty things.
Does he not conceive of, the way his lies sting?
He calls her beautiful, but she will never believe.
They are all just lustful, she won't be decieved.
He calls her baby, he will make a mess of her yet.
Her hands are shaking, there's just to much to forget.
He calls her perfect, but she feels so lost.
What do you expect, when his satisfaction is at her cost?
She calls him the one, because she's into wishful thinking.
But as soon as he's done, her heart will go missing.